Before i am officially graduated.

Assalamualaikum and Hello! (echo sound as the background)

I will end my degree life in few more months. Happy and sad, both feeling mix together. 

how can i describe my degree journey..
well.. roller coaster ride maybe?

Fun roller coaster ride... and sad.
sebenarnya tak tahu nak describe macam mana. sebab betul betul bercampur baur perasaan macam ABC. sedapnyaaaa ABC aiskrim. tskkk tskkk mana nak dapat malam gini T_T

To be honest, i love my surrounding. you know, the small numbers of people that i will treasure for the rest of my life. i will miss the moment with them. happy and sad moments together. the little things that we did together from the beginning of my degree life. i cannot imagine how time flies. like real fast. like hello now i am married woman okays?! :'D

Not everything were happy as sugar.. But the bitter moments i felt, make me become who i am today. i survived to the final rally! phewww. to someone, it may looks easy. but to me, i felt proud of myself. cerita macam dah konvo kan? belum ye anak anak. haha. ni kira macam part one road to konvo lah. ;') ;') ;') dengan thesis yang kena siapkan, i should write my thesis in a faster pace i think. my spirit in writing thesis fluctuate according to my mood. there is no consistent phase of writing thesis in the life of Maisarah. -_-


Okay, lets skip that part.

picture courtesy from google.

Yapppp, i totally agree with this word. Kadang-kadang, me myself love to compare myself with others. i mean, with others ability or advantage that they have in their life. ya i know its not a good attitude but i cant help myself :/

sometimes i think why that people excel in their studies but not me

sometimes i think why that people beautiful but no me

sometimes i think why that people easily get whatever they desire in their life

bad right? with the help of time, i slowly advice myself to be happy with my life. well i manage to comfort myself with that statement most of the time even though sometimes i still have that feeling of WHY. But, do not feel bad of yourself to think of that way, that is a nature feeling in our self. because at the same time, we need to remember maybe others feels like that about us. kan? maybe someone else think why we have this life and why they did not have the opportunity to have life like us. what you have in your life, be thankful, value your life be happy and chin up! :)

toodles!

Bad wedding planner service

Assalamualaikum! i am someone wife few weeks ago! phewwww. change into new status..... hmmm i can say its thrilled! :'D

Sebenarnya kite nak cakap pasal majlis kite few weeks ago. this one thing keep mingling thru my mind and i think i should spill it here. i deal a package consist of hand bouquet, dais and make up from someone that my parents happened to know, and i thought the deal will be so much easier, and it was at first. sweet thing that they promised to make my dream change into reality, turns into a bitter sweet memory for my wedding journey.

i. Dais - my dad ask for a mini dais with full background coverage, they told me that i need to pay extra because of that full coverage. to avoid being as a fussy customer, i agreed to paid them extra. at first, they promise to come and pasang the dais three days before my big day, but then because they say its raining and bla bla bla they will come next day early in the morning. i text them back tomorrow morning and asked at what time will they arrived. Only at 11a.m she replied and say soon because at that moment they are loading things into their car. so, i waited for more than 2 hours for them to arrived even the distance of their shop to my house just 10 minutes away -_- they arrived nearly at 2 p.m. they took hours to pasang it, forgot their thing some more to bring. Near to 5 pm only they settled their thing with totally unexpected dais as the result. to make it worse they asked my mum carpet to cover the dais which make it totally ridiculous. things getting worse, people come and ask whether we diy-ed the dais. can you imagine?:( not a happy customer i am.

ii. Hand bouquet - few weeks before the day, the planner ask me what kind of hand bouquet i prefer, and i choose fresh flowers. she insisted me to took the artificial instead of fresh flowers hand bouquet because she said it last longer plus she will decorate the hand bouquet looks like real fresh flower. it rings a bell in my head an i thought it was a good idea. but... it breaks my heart when i saw the hand bouquet, not close to what imagine, plus it looks like someone had used it before. to make it bitter, the planner ask back for the hand bouquet. i thought it will be mine. she said i'm confused all artificial flower need to be returned back (it is the policy they said) and if im not believe with what she said she asked me to refer to other planner. can u imagine she siad that to her customer? :/ this put me into anger and i printscreen our conversation and send it back to her. she keep saying she was right and i handle the case to my dad. later, she didn't reply my whats app anymore.

iii. make up - she did my make up. i never wore make up before and she made me nightmare with it. i hate seeing myself on my special day, because she change me into someone else. i ask for natural make up, she give me a heavy make up instead. i can feel this coming, that was why i wanted to have a trial session before my big day. she insisted that she can do this and we do not need a trial session. go for someone who can keep with their promise. she promise to come at 7, but she came near to 8 am where my akad was held at 9 am. she make up me in hurry, my eyes make up was not balance. my lips was not balance. total failed. and the aftermath? she ruin my day.

just to ensure you have a pleasant day on your big day, make sure you check first. i did but still janji manis di taburkan lalu gelap mataku pada janji manisnya, haha. i hope this thing wont happen to any of you! i am happily married. just that one glitches during my day make me a grumpy bride.

See you guys later!

Darah manis.

Hai! Assalamualaikum :)

Hemmm, darah manis. selalu di kaitkan dengan gadis/wanita/perempuan yang bakal menamatkan zaman bujang. And...... its true! if you happen to know someone whose getting married/ getting hitched soon this term or word is cliche. its become norm to our society nowadays or maybe during our parents day back then. that person will always get warned to take a very good care of themselves so that nothing bad will happen to them.

"darah manis, jaga jaga buat kerja tu jangan gopoh sangat"
"hati hati pegang pisau jangan sampai luka darah tengah manis tu"
"hati hati keluar, jangan balik lewat tengah darah manis tu"
.....and the list goes on.

Sebelum ni i used to hear this word, not the one yang selalu kena warn. But this time, kite yang selalu kena dengar dan patuh pada nasihat dan pantang larang supaya jaga diri sendiri. last few weeks im not in a good shape, i can say i start my new year with a bad condition mentally and physically. Selalu sakit, bad things happened, one bad things after another. sampai kawan kite cakap darah tengah manis tu sebab tu jadi macam tu. and i smile to them instead of crying.. bila fikir balik i never thought i will be that tough :)

betul ke this bad things will happen only to the darah manis people? you think?

kalau tanya kite, maybe not. kite rasa selalunya orang panggil darah manis sebab yang nak kahwin ni tengah happy nak kahwin, or maybe tengah stress fikir pasal preparation sampai buat diri sendiri tak fokus bila buat sesuatu which can harm themselves in any possible way. sebab tu, si darah manis ni kena ada extra precaution hihihi. well atleast, this thought can help me to ease myself :)

till then, bye!

Hi.

Assalamualaikum, Hai.

*i wrote and delete sentence for couple times already*

Hello earthlings! my fingers pause for some time because they are awkward. its been ages since the last time they dancing on the keyboard. and now, they started to dancing again. because of too many things running thru my mind i decide to start blogging again. kinda miss blogging actually, and he miss reading whatever i write hihi :) the main reason i decide to continue blogging is because in few weeks time my status will change.

im a married woman! soon. hehehe.

so, i want to document the journey here. in my tiny blog of mine. i want to keep it here and make sure diri ini cukup kerajinan untuk update. also... because of many things happens in my surrounding lately make me feels that blog is the best place for me to write what i think and stop myself from writing it in my instagram which suppose to be only picture and short caption. sekarang ni instagram dah jadi tempat untuk kite tulis panjang panjang sampai semua orang ingat kite buat karangan. my bad hihi.

that is all for now. see you later! :)